Prepare yourself... :P

CAUSE THE NEW YEAR IS HERE~:D

Yesh everyone, it's time to close the chapter of 2012 because 2013 is coming~ :D
2013....2013...What do you guys think? Will this be a good year? :)
Well, for me, I'm definitely gonna change into a better me when 2013 kicks in :P I'm going to work harder on my studies and assignments, I'm going to be more active on my blog, and so much more~ :3

What is your New Years Resolution, if you have any? For me, All I hope for is for me to get all my stuff straighten up :P oh and of course, I too hope the best for my brother, who's going through a really hard time now ><

I really wonder what would the year 2013 be? :) New friends? [If I ever make a decision whether to stay in my same uni or go overseas @@] New hope? [For my brother :P] Or finally a relationship xD? [Hey, one can dream right? ><]

Anyways, I just hope that 2013 will be a good year to all of us :D I hope that you guys have a wonderful New Year~^^

Updates: Why didn't I post anything last week? Well, I was on VACATION~~ :D My family and I went on a trip to Taiwan~ :) Don't worry, I'll post my vacation "adventure" in my blog :D Just got to find a time for me to do that @@

Alright now, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE^^ KEEP ON SMILING~ :)

This is a good quote :) The only thing you need to do to be happy, is to just let go of the sadness :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR~^^
Hehe, don't you think that looks like a "LOVE" shape? :p

Love Was Lost....

Last week, something bad happened to my brother...Love was lost for him...Love was taken away by him...Love....betrayed him....

My brother was in love with someone...she meant everything to him...and trust me when I say this, my brother aren't one of those who simply loves someone...he really really love her...

But...she however...I'm guessing she doesn't feel the same way my brother does, cause if she really did, she will not do anything that will make my brother sad...She will not do anything that will ruin their relationship together...she will not break his heart...

My brother was ok when they didn't really want to be together, but still being together (ie: Not a couple, but being like a couple). That made him really sad but that was still ok for him...since there's still a window for them to officially be together... so he tries all he can to make their relationship good and better...But...apparently, that wasn't enough for the girl, that wasn't enough until, she needs to find someone else, and be with that guy, and break my brother's poor, fragile, heart....

My brother did everything that her new Boyfriend did, sometimes I even think that my brother did more than him, not because he's my brother....it's because it's true, he does alot for her, everything for her...wanna know why? It's only because he loves her... My brother told me that, they weren't together because he was younger, well guess what he told me too? That that new Boyfriend of hers is even younger...and what's worse is that my brother was wanting to ask her to officially be his Girlfriend on the 21st, but this happened.......The irony huh...the cold, cruel...irony...

If only she knew how much she hurt my brother...If only she knew how lonely he was when she wasn't by his side...If only she knew how much my brother misses her whenever he's alone...If only she knew....how much my brother loves her. He even said that the girl acts all tough and strong but she's really a kid inside...Well, HOW ABOUT YOU BROTHER??? You may think that you look and seem like a strong tough man, but you are fragile too...I'm your sister, I know...

There's still much more of this story....but I can't tell it all mainly because I don't think I can finish this blog without crying....You had no idea how broken he is...When he was telling me this story, that was the SECOND time I ever see my brother cry...My brother don't just cry for nothing...he doesn't...you had no idea how hard and painful it was to hear the sound of my brother's crying...it was painful...so painful...

I had no advice for my brother, mainly because I never been in a relationship before...but at least I can give him something, someone to listen...someone to be there for him...

The worst thing was that...he doesn't blame her...and he do not want me to blame or hate her too....It is really hard not to hate her and blame her seeing how she hurt my own only brother like that...but I'm going to try...for my brother...

Yep, I was right...I can't finish this post without crying...but anyways...so yeah...that happened last week...Hopefully my brother will be better when I go back this week...oh brother...I really wanna be there for you...

So, this was the first post ever that I never have an emoticon here...it's obviously because I can't... Let's be a little more cheerful at the end shall we? Let's end it with a happy quote.
Smiles everyone...

Remember this peeps!

Imagination....

Imagination, that's a powerful thing in our minds. It lets you reminisce about your past, it occupies your present, and lets you think about your future...It has other uses too of course~ For me, Imagination is a part of my life.

Me, I have my own imagination world and I tend to go there whenever I can :) Even while writing this post right now, I'm in my imagination world wondering around and looking at the scenery xD Hehe of course, I trained myself to do that :P ...Moving on, Whenever I listen to music, I'll also be in my imagination world, imagining my own music video :P That's what I love about imagining...you can have stories in your mind, narrated by you, written by you, or maybe even acted by you xD

Imagination is unlimited~ Imagination takes you everywhere, takes you to different countries, takes you to different planets, it even lets you time travels...you can also create a whole new world with imagination...Imagining is healthy too...It lets you relax, it lets you forget all your worries and doubts, it brings you to a place of peace~

But since...imagination...is really powerful, ...sometimes, It needs to be controlled, cause if you think about the future, you will tend to imagine all the possibilities that will come to your way...No matter if it's about studies, families or even relationships... If you tend to do that, you might not even take the risk of doing something that you wanted to do for so long... :/  I did that once and well yeah...as expected, I thought about it too much and didn't end well @@ so, never again o.o But...these won't matter if you imagine the right way, you know without all the pessimistic thoughts and doubts...you'll definitely have the confidence and courage to do the thing that you want to do :)

Anyways, I hope I explained alot about imagination in this post :D Cause that's what I was going for :P And also, the reason I wanted to talk about this, is mainly because...well yeah...been imagining about stuff quite alot these days >< not just about music or my imagination world...but mostly about life and all xD yep...

So...updates~ :D yeah~ So...First, I've been told that my groups' commercial is awesome~ I wasn't able to watch the Final Cut of it though cause I had to come back to my hometown...but I'll be able to see it on Monday~ and maybe post it up here when I got the video :P 

Second update will be....My Radio ID Results~ it was 7.5/10 points, but I wasn't that satisfied about the marks :/ my tutor said that it's because of me and my partner's voice, they weren't energetic enough >< (This is also kinda a reason why I prefer being at the back of the production...I'm bad at being the actors and such :P) But what's done it's done...hopefully my commercial will get high marks~ :D

Alright~so that's my updates and post~ :) I'm ending this post with an awesome quote :D

Remember, remember...the month of November :P

Hehe....If you guys know what movie the phrase I used is, you guys are awesome :D Anyways...I'm so sorry I've been lacking on blogging again >< I try to upload at least one post a week but I didn't...mainly it's because there wasn't anything to talk about :P Forgive me~

Since, I've still have nothing to talk about...I thought why not talk about the month of November~and some stuff that I've been thinking lately... This month has been quite alright I guess...:)

1: My brother....is a kid! xD
My older brother of 5 years....is a KID~ >< Wanna know why? Well...I had my one week holiday two weeks ago...I took a bus back to my hometown, when the bus stopped at a bus stop nearest to my home, I got down, and called my brother to come fetch me (I didn't wanna walk cause it was too sunny and I had heavy stuffs with me :P) As usual, I have to keep on begging my brother to come (playfully of course xD) and when he finally took his lazy butt out and come, you'll never guessed what he did after he "found" me...He pretended that he didn't see me and drove away xD but that wasn't the kiddy part...the kiddy part was...he drove to a empty place (quite near to where the bus stop was) and spun the car twice...while he kept on shouting "WHERE ARE YOU GRACE~WHERE ARE YOU~~" XD The funniest thing was...I was on the phone with him from my house til the bus stop, so I can hear everything he was saying xD Ohh~~If only you could see it, it was so cute and funny~ I couldn't stop laughing, even when I was in the car, me and my brother couldn't stop laughing xD That's one of the awesome thing of having a brother like my brother~ :3

2: My Mid Term Results o.o
I was so nervous during my mid term~>< I've even thought that on some subjects I would fail~ O.O But I didn't~^^ I'm quite happy about that~ but...also...I knew that I could've done a better job though :/ I have one paper left that I haven't got the results yet, hopefully the marks will be alright >< But I'm still quite happy that this mid term I got to get all pass :D cause my last semester's mid term, I didn't do a good job, I even got a few fails >< so...I'm satisfied :) Of course, I'm gonna work hard for my finals~! It's a MUST >:D

3: Been sleeping REALLY early these days...
I have no idea why...but these days...I've been sleeping EXTRA early o.o some days 8PM...some days 9PM and sometimes, I'll wake up at midnight around 2/3AM...I have no idea why I've been so tired these days...I kept sleeping so early @@ Maybe it's for the best? But sometimes when my friends are discussing about a group project on Facebook, I'll be sleeping and not discussing with them so that's bad >< I'm still wondering why though...*wonders off*

4: My Commercial Assignment~ :D
Last week I've shown my Lecturer the rough cut, but the first time we showed it to him, our Director said that he had another concept for our commercial and he wasn't satisfied with our current concept...My lecturer lighted up when he heard us saying we weren't satisfied xD Cause he wants us to do better and it's good that we realized that ourselves :D I'm glad that we changed our concept too~ Although that meant more shooting and stuff, but hey, if the final result is awesome, I wouldn't even mind re-shooting everything :P After shooting our new concept, we showed that to our lecturer once again and he agreed with us that this concept was better than our previous one :) He gave us suggestions and such to make it better but overall he liked it :D He also liked the angles and such (That made me happy cause I was the Director of Photography~xD) I hope that I can show you the final result real soon :D Hope you guys will tell me how did my group do~ :)
PS: After this Assignment, comes my favourite Assignment, Music Video~ :3

5: I've been wondering.... :/
What have I been wondering? Well...Degree... :/ I'm wondering if I wanna continue Degree in my current Uni or go overseas and continue it.... Last time I've already decided that I wanna go overseas but now...after knowing my lecturers (for the course I'm gonna take) which are also my current and past lecturers...It makes me wonder... Why? Well, It's because that I like my lecturers :) Their teaching method is good, they themselves are good, they have experiences, and they are professionals~ This lets me know what lecturers I'm going to get if I stay for Degree... What do you guys think? Should I stay...or should I go overseas? :/ Oh...and if I stay for Degree, I can even choose a minor course such as Advertising, and I'm not sure if overseas Uni has those or not @@ Argh~~

So....I guess that's all I wanna talk about :D I hope that I can get on track with my blogging again...I really do @@ When I don't blog, I feel like not accomplishing something...does that make sense? >< I don't know, it just doesn't feel right if I don't blog at least once a week :P

Oh wait, I almost forgot...I have another thing to think about o.o my friend invited me to go on a youth camp this Friday~ It's a 4 day camp and I really wanna join~ :D But...Weekends are the only days I get to go back to my hometown and be with my family...so I'm not sure If I can go or not... :/ I'll just have to figure it out myself ><

Anyways, I'll end this post then :P with this awesome quote~