Letters From Death Row! o.o

I'm so excited cause of the news I received in Facebook, seems like the trailer for "Letters From Death Row" has came out! xD If you don't know what this film is, long story short, a guy got death penalty by something he did (he got tricked in doing it).

This excitement needs to start way back in to couple months back when I met the Director of this film, Kit Lim :)

I actually met him in my college at a Career Convention or something? @@ I can't recall but, me and two of my friends who are also in the broadcasting major went in a room to have an "interview" with him xD I was so nervous that I am the least talkative one in the room >< both of my friends were even wondering why I was so quiet during the interview xP (I can't help it that I'm an introvert guys! and I get shy very EASILY~><)

So when we were interviewing the director, I actually didn't know about the story of "Letters From Death Row", not until the Director told us that he's making a movie about this story. This Director doesn't have the big budget that Hollywood movies has as he is an Independent Director and this is actually kinda his first big movie. :D

As he doesn't have that much budget, he needs his audiences' help to make this movie come true, so he set up an Indigogo page and hope that people will contribute enough for this movie to become a reality! :D

Now, the problem now is that, I don't know how I can contribute cause I sure can't donate >< I think my parents wouldn't even let me o.o so...I'm writing this blog for a starter contribution xD to help spread this news to people around the world :p

If anyone wants to contribute by donating money for this film, Click here to donate! :D (The trailer is in there as well! :D) Furthermore, if you donate, they will even give out prizes~ different prizes for different amount of donations :) (It explains all in the page xP)

So I hope people do contribute, and I hope that I can somehow contribute as well? @@ Cause I really want this film to be real and I really hope to see it one day with my friends :)

Road to Success :)

Of course not forgetting the Quote of the Day! :p

Holidays are the best! :D

Well...I've just finished my first semester of degree........two weeks ago ><

But it's not really official yet, so...I'm hoping and praying that I will get pass with my first sem! >:3

So...alot has happened in the first semester, I met new friends, tighten my bond with my other friends, have a new buddy that I can share everything to and so on :p

Winter Is Coming!

First of is that I wanna say props to my brother that got a job in Singapore which he wanted for a year and a half now xD Congrats my big bro...you deserve it :) But also props to him to FINALLY convince me to watch Game of Thrones...which I want to recommend you guys to NOT watch if you are the ones that easily get emotionally attached to the main characters, but...after my experience watching, this series is AMAZING, even the behind the scenes are amazing, creating something out of nothing is just AWESOME~~ But...a bit of a Disclaimer, if you're gonna watch, just know this...there's gonna be LOTS of nudity/Intercourse...lots of gore/killing and do NOT get attached to the main characters cause in this series, anyone and I DO MEAN ANYONE can die @@

I may go on about Game of Thrones but I do have other things to blab about xP

As you guys probably know, I love watching movies, I just love it~ and recently I think I've found movie buddies to watch movies with? I'm still not sure on that point cause...yes, some of my friends love watching the movies I like to watch but not every movie that I like to watch...you know what I mean? @@ Well...to shorten it, my friends are my movie buddies for some, but not for all? xP (I'm just making it worse aren't I?) Well...hopefully on the next sem, I'll be able to branch out more and mix with other friends of mine to find a movie buddy :D

Speaking of movies, I have watched alot of movies this year :D No surprise there of course since I watch alot of movies every year xP But this year, there were lots of movie that I really enjoyed~ :D Pacific Rim, Man of Steel, Despicable Me 2, and of course Monsters University~! These are just the few that I've watched of course xP but these are the few that I really loved and enjoyed very much! :D

If you guys didn't know, the director for Pacific Rim is the director of Hellboy, Hellboy 2, The Hobbit, and the famous fairy tale like horror movie Pan's Labyrinth :) This director, is in my favorite director list! Guillermo del Toro. He's one of my favorite director mainly because he has a wild and amazing imagination for the creatures he creates AND of course because the creatures are really costumes and not CGI made! I love productions that actually make a costume for the monsters and creatures they create cause that is what makes the movie more REAL you know? :P If you guys like these stuff like I do, check out the Hellboy 1 &2 or Pan's Labyrinth behind the scenes! It shows how Guillermo does his work and how his imaginary creatures come to life! (with a little help from CGI/green screen of course xP)
In Pacific Rim, you can already tell it's a Guillermo del Toro movie when you see the Kaijus xD you'll know why if you have seen Hellboy and Pan's Labyrinth :3

I'll not bore you with anything else about the movies I watch >< but I'll tell you this, Despicable Me 2, is worth seeing it in 3D :P

Alright...the next thing that happened in my first semester was...actually when our holiday started xP Me and my group of friends went crazy~ What do I mean by that? Well...the first day we went and watch a movie (Despicable Me 2) in IMAX 3D! then the next day we went Karaoke, then the next day, THEY (not including me cause I went back to my hometown) went to time square...and then, the next week, we went and sing Karaoke AGAIN...then the day after tomorrow...we went to Genting Highlands for a 2 days 1 night trip!!! Confused about the schedule we had for our holiday? Well...to shorten up, we really went all out in spending time together xD the whole two weeks schedule booked up because of them xP No wonder after I came back from my Genting Trip, I was totally exhausted and sleep for almost 12 hours I think? But it was worth the tiredness cause I got to spend two weeks with my group of friends before coming back to my hometown with nothing to do at all x3

I guess that's all I have to update? :p hehe maybe I'll update more next week or two days later >< Cause I have nothing to do right? Might as well blog about stuff :p
PS: I love the quote that I'm putting on this post :3

Forever Alone? @@

Hello fellow readers, once again I was inactive on my blog...which is bad ><

But there is something I've been thinking these days...and this might be because of something I went through during my one week holiday...

So, I actually went to a double date... BUT I wasn't one of the dates, I was actually...being the 5th wheel of that double date. O.O

Yeah...that double date includes my brother - his gf, my brother's bestfriend - his gf, and me.

I actually didn't thought it would be awkward during the date, since I know my brother and his bestfriend is like my second brother, but I was SO WRONG~! ><

I, didn't even feel like it was a date (when I was only with my brother and his gf), I just thought it as a dinner just the 5 of us, but it was still SO AWKWARD @@

When they were talking to each other, or just talking to one another (my brother talking to his gf and my bro's bestfriend talking to his girlfriend) I would just look so blank and I will have nothing to talk about...so most of the time, I'm playing on my phone, messaging everyone I know and tell them to chat with me...

It's not like I was silenced throughout the whole dinner...I did talk to them, but only some times~><

I actually regretted going out with my brother, his bestfriend and their gfs...

Not only that, whenever I go to Facebook, I will usually see most of my friends talking about their relationship with their bf or gf...

I mean, I don't really mind if they like to talk about it, but it just makes me....feel like I'm alone? xD Hahaha...I don't know...I've just been feeling kinda lonely these days and...I never had a relationship my whole life so I'm kinda envious of my friends that has a relationship or was in a relationship before (cause they have the experience) :P

I know this was a weird, kinda lonely post? xP but I feel like I've been inactive here, and this was the only thing that I could think of xD

Alright, I'm going to end this post now >< but not with a quote :)

I feel like this quote is kinda like an motivational quote for me too~ so I had to put it up :)

100 Truths! xP

Alright, I know what you readers are thinking..."Why on earth are you doing this here? and NOW?"

Well, first it's because I am bored and I decided to blog :p Second is that I saw this on one of my friend's Facebook page (like I said, was bored xP), so I told myself, this could be interesting, BUT I only dare to post this on my blog and not my Facebook (go ahead, judge me, I don't mind :P)

So...here it goes~ :)

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Pepsi
2. Last phone call: My friend, Bernard (who isn't picking up! ><)
3. Last text message: My friend, Angelina
4. Last song you listened to: Starlight - Muse
5. Last time you cried: Last year? (Don't really remember)

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Got back with someone you've broken up with: Nope
7. Been cheated on: by a friend? Yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No
9. Lost someone special: No
10. Been depressed: Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 
12. BLUE~
13. Purple
14. Red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2013)
15. Made a new friend: Of course!
16. Fallen out of love: Nah...
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes~!
18. Met someone who changed you: Hmm...don't think so
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yeah~
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Nope

21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list: Nope
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: I'd say 70%? xP
23. How many kids do you want? This year? NONE @@
24. Do you have any pets: Nope, can't have them (Sadly) :/
25. Do you want to change your name: Nahh~ I like my name :3
26. What did you do for your last birthday: My birthday has not arrived yet :3 But I hope I can celebrate it :D
27. What time did you wake up? 5.30 AM @@
28. What were you doing at midnight last night? Sleeping
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for?: My Mid-Term Break~~ :P
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Last week

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Become more productive! :P
32. What are you listening to right now: Sunday Morning - Maroon 5
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No...
34. Who is getting on your nerves now? It's a what, my assignments ><
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook
36.Whats your real name: Tan Yong Loke (Grace)
37. Nicknames: Too many @@
38. Relationship Status: Single (ever since I was born ><)
39. Zodiac sign: Leo (Rawwwrrr :P)
40. Male or female? Female~

41. Primary School?: Pay Fong 2
42. High School?: Yok Bin
43. College?: Taylor's University Lakeside Campus
44. Hair color: Black with red/brown highlights (they are fading T.T)
45. Long or short: Long~~ xD
46. Height: 164cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yes x3 (But I think he knows...or doesn't...I don't know~><)
48: What do you like about yourself?: Mostly my smile and imagination~ but I like
everything about myself~^^
49. Piercings: Ears
50: Tattoos: None
51. Righty or lefty: Lefty (and proud of it :P)

FIRST:
52. First surgery: 2 Years old (on my right arm)
53. First piercing: Ears (When I was 17, I know, why so late right? xP)
54. First best friend: Janet
55. First sport you joined: Badminton
56. First vacation: Langkawi, Malaysia (I think)
57. First pair of trainers: Erm...don't remember @@

RIGHT NOW: 
58. Eating: None 
59. Drinking: Water
60. I'm about to: post a blog post :P
61. Listening to: Distance - Christina Perri Feat. Jason Mraz
62. Waiting for: someone to call me in Skype @@
63. I'm feeling: Bored? xP

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? Of course~ Two or three :)
65. Get married?: Of course~~!
66. Career: Anything related to broadcasting :P

WHICH IS BETTER ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Never experience both from the opposite sex, so...both? xP
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Older (even by a few months :P)
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship

HAVE YOU EVER:
75. Kissed a stranger: Never
76. Drank hard liquor: Yes (Sake when I was in Japan)
77. Lost glasses/contacts: Definitely xD
78. Sex on first date: Never
79. Broken someone's heart: Nope
80. Been arrested: Nope
81. Turned someone down: Yeah...
82. Cried when someone died: Yeah... :(
83. Fallen for a friend: Yeah...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself: Yeah~ I should, shouldn't I? :)
85. Love at first sight: Not until I experience it...@@
86. Heaven: Yeah
87. Santa Claus: No
88. Kiss on the first date: Hmm...It could happen? :P
89. Angels: Yeah
90. God: Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
91. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Never
92. Did you sing today?: Yeah xD
93. Ever cheated on somebody?: Never
94. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: To my childhood, I miss it so much~ x3
95. The moment you would choose to relive?: Hmm...I would relive the time where me, my brother and my two cousins are in my brother's room playing video games (PS1) xP I miss those times...
96. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Maybe? 
97. When was the last time you lied?: I don't really remember o.o
98. Are you usually late, early or right on time?: Right on time :P But sometimes late ><
99. Are you a good person?: Yeah :) 
100. Are you posting this as 100 truths?: Definitely~ What else can I name it? :3

So...now you know...ALL MY SECRETS! DUN DUN DUN~~~
Haha Just Kidding :P But I do hope this lets you know more about me~ >< If not, maybe I'll post something similar like this in the future? :3
Well, I got to admit, it was kinda fun answering those questions :D I shall end this post here~ :)

Lots of new TV Series these days o.o

Once again...I'm talking about TV Series ><

My brother has got to stop introducing me to awesome series~~ I'm afraid that I can't watch them all~~ or focus on my studies (That's worse of course o.o)

But yeah...my brother has once again introduced me to another series...It just started not long ago, but it had already gotten high ratings o.o
What is it called?

Hannibal
Yes...Hannibal Lecter from the movie Silence of the Lambs...If you guys don't know who he is...well, to summon up, he's a psychiatrist......and a cannibal. Yes my readers, he eats humans...But don't worry, this series is not solely just on him, it's about another detective too. This detective, Will Graham uses his imagination to catch villians. Yeah...it's really interesting :) If you watched Silence of the Lambs, you'll know that Hannibal is quite an interesting character, despite him eating humans of course >< I kinda recommend anyone who loves watching TV Series to watch this :) If you don't mind gore and well...cannibalism o.o

My brother did also introduced me to a series call Arrow, but I've only seen the first episode, didn't even finish the first episode really >< But I don't think I'll follow that TV Series xP But I can tell you this...it's definitely a chick flick @@ Wanna know why? The main guy, shows off EVERYTHING when he exercises (body, strength...) And remember this, I've only watched the first episode and already he's exercising and showing off TO THE MAX O.O
Well, this was kinda a short blog, but just wanna update you guys on the series I'm currently watching :) Don't judge me if you think I'm watching too many ><

Anyway, here's a quote :3

Tragedy struck while having fun hanging out with friends :/

Hello fellow readers :)
Wonder what do me and my friends do when our class is reported cancelled? We go hang out and shopping~~ :P

Yes my readers, I had a one day shopping/hanging out day today with my fellow friends~ :3 It almost looks like a reunion party or something o.o

We didn't really shop that much, I bought a few clothes...only @@ We ate the most throughout this one day hang out xD

We first ate Korean BBQ for our brunch, then half an hour later, we had our dessert which is ice cream~~^^ (and I'm suppose to be sick o.o) then shopped at a few places, wonder around, chit chatting~ and we went and ate again~ but this time, it's cake xD

We kept on laughing and laughing for the silliest things, friends kept on taking pics (of themselves and with friends~^^) friends one by one went home...take more pics~ xD I guess it's kinda like a regular hang out day?

You're probably wondering....this is no tragedy...what's with the misleading blog title right? Well...All fun ended when it was time for ME to go home (back to my hometown) Wanna know why? Well...After stepping in to my Aunt's car, I was checking everything was with me...but after I checked...I realized, my dorm's keycard...was MISSING!!!

My dorm's keycard is a very precious thing to me, why? Because without it, I can't go to my dorm of course...not even the entrance! My University is very protective that way...

I panicked...and quickly asked my friends to help me find my keycard, while I kept on checking my bag and pockets...

In the end, you probably already know... No...I didn't find it and now, it's really lost. :/

I guess this is a life lesson given to me by...God? Telling me to NEVER EVER put my precious belongings such as my dorm keycard, in my pocket...

But...this also made me realize (how amazing they are~) and appreciate...my friends :) Because when I asked them to find it for me, they went to EVERY place we've been to and find it...and when they couldn't find it, they kept on asking me to check and check again...and when it was really lost, they felt sorry for me...(Overall, they were very concerned about me ><) It made me really glad to have friends like them :') It also made me appreciate them even more now~~

Well...that happened to me. This tragedy also made me realize something, but maybe I'll tell you in a next post (If I ever remember to write it ><) All I need to do now, is to move on, happily celebrate my mom's birthday with her~ and pay the fees for a new keycard for my dorm on Sunday...

PS: STILL sick...dunno why :/ but I think now I'm getting a cold~~><

Happy Quote to end this post :3

University Life & NEW Banner ~~

Hello fellow readers :) I don't know why I KEEP forgetting to update my precious blog >< Forgive me? Haha~ well...maybe I'm too distracted...mostly by my University Life though...@@

It wasn't what I thought it'll be...Sadly :/

I thought Degree will be better than foundation, but it's worse in my opinion o.o Why? 

First off, Everyone's in groups...

Everyone is not a stranger to one and another anymore...that's not good in my opinion, because it's getting harder and harder to make new friends you know? :/ I was hoping people will interact more with others...but even as they did, it's only for a short while, then they are back to their own "groups'" topic >< (I may be guilty on that part too...but I just hope that they wont isolate the new students and new friends~)

More pressure O.O

Yes...pressure, pressure and more pressure >< During foundation, we didn't even need textbooks, but now? Every subject needs a textbook... Every lecturers said that their lecture notes are just a little "part" of what will be out for exam (and it's a little true o.o)... Tell me you won't feel pressure once hearing that line...>< 

More...interactive? Among lecturers and students
Although the interactions are lacking between students, but it's getting better between lecturers and students :P (In my opinion of course) Because in our tutorial, every lecturer will help each group/students when they have trouble answering questions :) Not only that, there's more activity between lecturers and students, not all according to the book (which is actually nice :D) My favorite was during "Critical & Creative Thinking" lecture (first lecture actually~) Our lecturer called us to draw a normal cup of coffee, and your own creative type of a cup of coffee~ and every lecture/tutorial, he will want to have a "dose" of our cups of coffee at the beginning of the class :P
Note: He kept on saying "Yeah, I remember that" when he sees my cups of coffee xD

So yeah...degree really is a big change from foundation o.O But...I hope that I can get through it~! :D Come on, it's only the first semester right? Can't give up now, can't give up ever :)

Again I apologize for not being active in updating my blog @@ I'll try to update it more often :) Oh, btw I've FINALLY changed my "Blog Tittle Banner", is it nice? Hehe~ I think I did a pretty good job :P (Took me FOREVER to figure out the right size btw...) I hope to make other modifications (If I can of course ><) on my blog...hehe~

Note: Having a sore throat is NEVER fun :/

This quote is awesome :D Originally I wanted this to be my banner xD

Extra quote :D It's not about happiness, but I still love LOVE this quote~^^

Smile :)

Sometimes...you just have to you know? Hehe...smiling is a very good way to start out a day, don't you agree?

Maybe it's just me? But I always start my day with a smile~ not a creepy smile of course hehe...just a simple smile...

Smiling is just like a laugh...it's contagious~^^ If you smile at someone, immediately that person will smile at you back :)

Hmm...I have no idea why I suddenly wanna talk about this but...I just want to you know? :) I want happiness and smiles to be spread...I want everyone not to feel stressed or depressed all the time...smile once in awhile~^^

I have a favorite song that always lighten my mood up whenever I hear it :)
and yes...the song's name is Smile~^^ It's quite an old song...rarely get played on the radio...but I still love this song~ :D

Hope that when you hear this song, you'll smile immediately like I did~^^
I mean yeah it's a love song...but it's just so sweet in my opinion~ :D

Well...I just wanted to share this song to you guys~ feel like the world needs a smile right now~~

so... SMILE~~~ :D

New Series I'm Watching~ :)

Hey everyone~^^ It's been quite long since I last posted a post on my blog...I am so sorry~ I've been...busy? :P [And also...I've been having SO MUCH trouble on posting and adjusting pictures ><]

Hehe alright, maybe I'm not THAT busy...but I've been doing other stuff~ but I'm back to report about stuff~ :P

I've been watching two new TV Series~ :D Both, of course, recommended by my brother xD

First, It's "The Following"

This series is about a serial killer who created a cult while he was in prison. He created the cult online. There's not much to talk about this series...all I can say is... It's messed up~! @@ But it's also interesting :) This series just started not long ago so...It only had it's eighth episode this week. I hope you guys do check it out~ :D It's quite interesting but beware...sometimes there will be cliff hangers at the end of the episodes.... so, it might frustrate you guys too xD

Second, It's "Community" :)

This series is a comedy~ It's about a group of students/friends in community college~ They met each other during a study group meeting (?) Can't really explain it well... you must watch the first episode to see how they meet each other~ ><

Ermm...follow up, this series is fun to watch, trust me~ :) And...this series actually made me miss my college friends even more... >< [My holiday is so long~@@]

I actually started watching another series quite long ago but I didn't say it on my "TV Series" post, so I thought why not say it in this one :P

The series is called, "Modern Family" xD

Modern Family is a comedy too~ The way they shoot this series is kinda like a documentary type... you know, with interview and all that? @@ If you have seen the show "The Office", you'll know what I mean...

So...the Modern Family is formed with 3 family.
1. A married couple with two daughters and one son.
2. A Gay couple with an adopted daughter.
3. An old man who married a young woman with a child.

Complicated right? Well...it's not really @@ They are all one big family~ :) The series is really entertaining, but also meaningful~~ it's really worth watching~^^

Well, any TV Series lover like me? You guys can go check out these series~ :D They are worth the watch~ :)

Alright...post ends here~^^ I promise I'll post up something soon~~

My group's TV Commercial & Music Video~^^

Well after waiting for so long to share it out, I'm finally sharing it~^^

My blog is the first place that I'm sharing it so you guys should feel special~ :P Haha kidding but seriously though...This is my first time sharing my MV and TV commercial >< 

I should be sharing it since the day that my group uploaded it on YouTube...but I have no idea why I didn't >< but after this, I'm definitely gonna share it through my social networks :)

So here is the TV Commercial first~~

Alright...here's the Music Video~^^ before watching the Music Video, I must say something first, the song is an original song by one of my group's member, Darius Shu :) He has a YouTube account and you can subscribe to him if you want~ and the music was arranged by one of my group's member too~ Angelina Lee [Not Jolie ><] you can see her in our commercial [The first girl :)] 
Alright, without further ado, here's the Music Video~~ :)

Yes the Teddy...is mine xD

So...I hope you liked both of the videos~~ :) Hope that you guys will comment on it too~~^^ Well...I'll end the post here~ not forgetting a quote of course :P

Not really a happy quote but it's an awesome one :P

Back with lots to update/talk about~ :3

Yesh guys~ after weeks of absence in my blog, I'm back~ :)

My holiday has just begun [A week ago ><], and guess how long it's gonna be... more than a MONTH~!! ^^ That's right, after weeks of stress and nervousness, the time to release them all has come~

Well...to be honest, I'm still feeling kinda nervous about my final results...but I'm hoping for the best~ :)

Well...Chinese New Year has just passed, how many red packets have you guys gotten? Or should I say, how much money have you won from gambling? xD My Chinese New Year was both fun and a little boring to be honest >< I'm gonna tell that story in another post :P

So...a month of holiday...what to do? Oh what to do? To be honest, I can't think of anything productive to do during the holidays >< After Chinese New Year was over, I kept wondering how am I going to spend my holiday? @@

I have things to do in the morning that are productive such as chores, exercising and more chores but after that...I have nothing to do~ >< [hehe...except for updating my blogs :P]

Well, I did thought of practicing my Photoshopping skills, in fact, I've thought of changing my banner/my blog title into a nicer one :P maybe even the background~ but...that doesn't mean that I should keep Photoshopping for a month @@ that would drive me crazy~ [in my opinion] So...I'm thinking of other productive things to do...I hope I can cause if not, I'll be really REALLY bored ><

Oh some little updates for you guys too~ my MV and TV commercial are on YouTube~ :D I'll share them here, on the next post of course >< not only that, My group had the highest score for both commercial and MV~~ My group and I were so happy when we saw our score~~ and of course our lecturer's comment on our MV :3 He said that my group's MV was the best from a foundation level standard~ :D Can't wait to show it to you guys~^^ Hope you guys will like it and support it :P

Hmm...I guess that's all~ for now of course~ x3 I'm so happy to blog again :P Please stay tune for my updates about my Chinese New Year, my trip to Taiwan [I have not forgotten~ :P] and some other stuffs~^^

New Year Updates! ^^

It's already 2013 guys~ :D Are you excited to start the new years? :)

To be honest, I'm not @@ Wanna know why? Well, it's mostly because....I have tons of assignments to do >< It's killing my new year's mood I'm telling you! o.o But I guess that's just being a college student...right? xP

So...It kinda feels like a long time since I've updated my blog...even though it's only been one week @@ But I'm here now aren't I? :D so let's get the updating started :3

Update #1: Assignments is piling up @@
Although it's the new years and my campus seems dead @@ since most of the students are having holiday [lucky...><] My assignments, are piling up into a mountain~~!! o.o  Alright....maybe I'm exaggerating, but I do have alot of assignments that I need to do...So, I'm hoping that I can finish them as soon as possible :D Good Luck~~ For me :P

Update #2: TV Commercial upload postponed...
I want to show you guys so badly but my group's director, wants to wait til everyone in our class has seen it in the previewing :P But sadly, the previewing of our TV Commercial was also postponed so...I guess we still have to wait~ ><

Update #3: Music Video~~~^^
Our Music Video project has officially started~~ and I'm so excited~^^ Wanna know why? Hehe, cause once again, I'm the Director of Photography~ yay~~ :D

Because It's a Music Video Project, my group is gonna make it professional~[of course :P] and we'll have different location, shots, and scenes~~~!! Just talking about it makes me excited :P We went for a simple and unique concept~ :P I hope to get high marks for this~^^ and I tend to work hard to get the high marks :)

Update #4: Taiwan trip posts
Well.......since I'm really busy right now, I don't think I can post the updates for my Taiwan trip so soon...BUT I'll definitely post it...just not that soon >< So sorry for the delay...@@

Update #5: My brother....
I don't know if I should still talk about my brother and what he went through but...he's doing alright, but he still can't forget what she did though...and I don't think he'll ever forget it :/ Sad I know....my brother is in a very dark and lonely place right now....AND I HATE IT CAUSE I CAN'T BE THERE FOR HIM T.T since I'm so busy....So sorry Brother....

Alright I guess that's all the updates? @@ Hehe I hope all of you are looking forward to my future posts~ :P Especially my Music Video~ [Excited!]

Alright, I'm off to do my assignments now @@ Bye viewers~ :)
Remember to be Happy everyday~ and Smile~^^

Prepare yourself... :P

CAUSE THE NEW YEAR IS HERE~:D

Yesh everyone, it's time to close the chapter of 2012 because 2013 is coming~ :D
2013....2013...What do you guys think? Will this be a good year? :)
Well, for me, I'm definitely gonna change into a better me when 2013 kicks in :P I'm going to work harder on my studies and assignments, I'm going to be more active on my blog, and so much more~ :3

What is your New Years Resolution, if you have any? For me, All I hope for is for me to get all my stuff straighten up :P oh and of course, I too hope the best for my brother, who's going through a really hard time now ><

I really wonder what would the year 2013 be? :) New friends? [If I ever make a decision whether to stay in my same uni or go overseas @@] New hope? [For my brother :P] Or finally a relationship xD? [Hey, one can dream right? ><]

Anyways, I just hope that 2013 will be a good year to all of us :D I hope that you guys have a wonderful New Year~^^

Updates: Why didn't I post anything last week? Well, I was on VACATION~~ :D My family and I went on a trip to Taiwan~ :) Don't worry, I'll post my vacation "adventure" in my blog :D Just got to find a time for me to do that @@

Alright now, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE^^ KEEP ON SMILING~ :)

This is a good quote :) The only thing you need to do to be happy, is to just let go of the sadness :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR~^^
Hehe, don't you think that looks like a "LOVE" shape? :p

Love Was Lost....

Last week, something bad happened to my brother...Love was lost for him...Love was taken away by him...Love....betrayed him....

My brother was in love with someone...she meant everything to him...and trust me when I say this, my brother aren't one of those who simply loves someone...he really really love her...

But...she however...I'm guessing she doesn't feel the same way my brother does, cause if she really did, she will not do anything that will make my brother sad...She will not do anything that will ruin their relationship together...she will not break his heart...

My brother was ok when they didn't really want to be together, but still being together (ie: Not a couple, but being like a couple). That made him really sad but that was still ok for him...since there's still a window for them to officially be together... so he tries all he can to make their relationship good and better...But...apparently, that wasn't enough for the girl, that wasn't enough until, she needs to find someone else, and be with that guy, and break my brother's poor, fragile, heart....

My brother did everything that her new Boyfriend did, sometimes I even think that my brother did more than him, not because he's my brother....it's because it's true, he does alot for her, everything for her...wanna know why? It's only because he loves her... My brother told me that, they weren't together because he was younger, well guess what he told me too? That that new Boyfriend of hers is even younger...and what's worse is that my brother was wanting to ask her to officially be his Girlfriend on the 21st, but this happened.......The irony huh...the cold, cruel...irony...

If only she knew how much she hurt my brother...If only she knew how lonely he was when she wasn't by his side...If only she knew how much my brother misses her whenever he's alone...If only she knew....how much my brother loves her. He even said that the girl acts all tough and strong but she's really a kid inside...Well, HOW ABOUT YOU BROTHER??? You may think that you look and seem like a strong tough man, but you are fragile too...I'm your sister, I know...

There's still much more of this story....but I can't tell it all mainly because I don't think I can finish this blog without crying....You had no idea how broken he is...When he was telling me this story, that was the SECOND time I ever see my brother cry...My brother don't just cry for nothing...he doesn't...you had no idea how hard and painful it was to hear the sound of my brother's crying...it was painful...so painful...

I had no advice for my brother, mainly because I never been in a relationship before...but at least I can give him something, someone to listen...someone to be there for him...

The worst thing was that...he doesn't blame her...and he do not want me to blame or hate her too....It is really hard not to hate her and blame her seeing how she hurt my own only brother like that...but I'm going to try...for my brother...

Yep, I was right...I can't finish this post without crying...but anyways...so yeah...that happened last week...Hopefully my brother will be better when I go back this week...oh brother...I really wanna be there for you...

So, this was the first post ever that I never have an emoticon here...it's obviously because I can't... Let's be a little more cheerful at the end shall we? Let's end it with a happy quote.
Smiles everyone...

Remember this peeps!

Imagination....

Imagination, that's a powerful thing in our minds. It lets you reminisce about your past, it occupies your present, and lets you think about your future...It has other uses too of course~ For me, Imagination is a part of my life.

Me, I have my own imagination world and I tend to go there whenever I can :) Even while writing this post right now, I'm in my imagination world wondering around and looking at the scenery xD Hehe of course, I trained myself to do that :P ...Moving on, Whenever I listen to music, I'll also be in my imagination world, imagining my own music video :P That's what I love about imagining...you can have stories in your mind, narrated by you, written by you, or maybe even acted by you xD

Imagination is unlimited~ Imagination takes you everywhere, takes you to different countries, takes you to different planets, it even lets you time travels...you can also create a whole new world with imagination...Imagining is healthy too...It lets you relax, it lets you forget all your worries and doubts, it brings you to a place of peace~

But since...imagination...is really powerful, ...sometimes, It needs to be controlled, cause if you think about the future, you will tend to imagine all the possibilities that will come to your way...No matter if it's about studies, families or even relationships... If you tend to do that, you might not even take the risk of doing something that you wanted to do for so long... :/  I did that once and well yeah...as expected, I thought about it too much and didn't end well @@ so, never again o.o But...these won't matter if you imagine the right way, you know without all the pessimistic thoughts and doubts...you'll definitely have the confidence and courage to do the thing that you want to do :)

Anyways, I hope I explained alot about imagination in this post :D Cause that's what I was going for :P And also, the reason I wanted to talk about this, is mainly because...well yeah...been imagining about stuff quite alot these days >< not just about music or my imagination world...but mostly about life and all xD yep...

So...updates~ :D yeah~ So...First, I've been told that my groups' commercial is awesome~ I wasn't able to watch the Final Cut of it though cause I had to come back to my hometown...but I'll be able to see it on Monday~ and maybe post it up here when I got the video :P 

Second update will be....My Radio ID Results~ it was 7.5/10 points, but I wasn't that satisfied about the marks :/ my tutor said that it's because of me and my partner's voice, they weren't energetic enough >< (This is also kinda a reason why I prefer being at the back of the production...I'm bad at being the actors and such :P) But what's done it's done...hopefully my commercial will get high marks~ :D

Alright~so that's my updates and post~ :) I'm ending this post with an awesome quote :D

Remember, remember...the month of November :P

Hehe....If you guys know what movie the phrase I used is, you guys are awesome :D Anyways...I'm so sorry I've been lacking on blogging again >< I try to upload at least one post a week but I didn't...mainly it's because there wasn't anything to talk about :P Forgive me~

Since, I've still have nothing to talk about...I thought why not talk about the month of November~and some stuff that I've been thinking lately... This month has been quite alright I guess...:)

1: My brother....is a kid! xD
My older brother of 5 years....is a KID~ >< Wanna know why? Well...I had my one week holiday two weeks ago...I took a bus back to my hometown, when the bus stopped at a bus stop nearest to my home, I got down, and called my brother to come fetch me (I didn't wanna walk cause it was too sunny and I had heavy stuffs with me :P) As usual, I have to keep on begging my brother to come (playfully of course xD) and when he finally took his lazy butt out and come, you'll never guessed what he did after he "found" me...He pretended that he didn't see me and drove away xD but that wasn't the kiddy part...the kiddy part was...he drove to a empty place (quite near to where the bus stop was) and spun the car twice...while he kept on shouting "WHERE ARE YOU GRACE~WHERE ARE YOU~~" XD The funniest thing was...I was on the phone with him from my house til the bus stop, so I can hear everything he was saying xD Ohh~~If only you could see it, it was so cute and funny~ I couldn't stop laughing, even when I was in the car, me and my brother couldn't stop laughing xD That's one of the awesome thing of having a brother like my brother~ :3

2: My Mid Term Results o.o
I was so nervous during my mid term~>< I've even thought that on some subjects I would fail~ O.O But I didn't~^^ I'm quite happy about that~ but...also...I knew that I could've done a better job though :/ I have one paper left that I haven't got the results yet, hopefully the marks will be alright >< But I'm still quite happy that this mid term I got to get all pass :D cause my last semester's mid term, I didn't do a good job, I even got a few fails >< so...I'm satisfied :) Of course, I'm gonna work hard for my finals~! It's a MUST >:D

3: Been sleeping REALLY early these days...
I have no idea why...but these days...I've been sleeping EXTRA early o.o some days 8PM...some days 9PM and sometimes, I'll wake up at midnight around 2/3AM...I have no idea why I've been so tired these days...I kept sleeping so early @@ Maybe it's for the best? But sometimes when my friends are discussing about a group project on Facebook, I'll be sleeping and not discussing with them so that's bad >< I'm still wondering why though...*wonders off*

4: My Commercial Assignment~ :D
Last week I've shown my Lecturer the rough cut, but the first time we showed it to him, our Director said that he had another concept for our commercial and he wasn't satisfied with our current concept...My lecturer lighted up when he heard us saying we weren't satisfied xD Cause he wants us to do better and it's good that we realized that ourselves :D I'm glad that we changed our concept too~ Although that meant more shooting and stuff, but hey, if the final result is awesome, I wouldn't even mind re-shooting everything :P After shooting our new concept, we showed that to our lecturer once again and he agreed with us that this concept was better than our previous one :) He gave us suggestions and such to make it better but overall he liked it :D He also liked the angles and such (That made me happy cause I was the Director of Photography~xD) I hope that I can show you the final result real soon :D Hope you guys will tell me how did my group do~ :)
PS: After this Assignment, comes my favourite Assignment, Music Video~ :3

5: I've been wondering.... :/
What have I been wondering? Well...Degree... :/ I'm wondering if I wanna continue Degree in my current Uni or go overseas and continue it.... Last time I've already decided that I wanna go overseas but now...after knowing my lecturers (for the course I'm gonna take) which are also my current and past lecturers...It makes me wonder... Why? Well, It's because that I like my lecturers :) Their teaching method is good, they themselves are good, they have experiences, and they are professionals~ This lets me know what lecturers I'm going to get if I stay for Degree... What do you guys think? Should I stay...or should I go overseas? :/ Oh...and if I stay for Degree, I can even choose a minor course such as Advertising, and I'm not sure if overseas Uni has those or not @@ Argh~~

So....I guess that's all I wanna talk about :D I hope that I can get on track with my blogging again...I really do @@ When I don't blog, I feel like not accomplishing something...does that make sense? >< I don't know, it just doesn't feel right if I don't blog at least once a week :P

Oh wait, I almost forgot...I have another thing to think about o.o my friend invited me to go on a youth camp this Friday~ It's a 4 day camp and I really wanna join~ :D But...Weekends are the only days I get to go back to my hometown and be with my family...so I'm not sure If I can go or not... :/ I'll just have to figure it out myself ><

Anyways, I'll end this post then :P with this awesome quote~